That feeling when you see things just, kind of, come together? Many times in ways you couldn't have imagined? Yeah, that's not happening for me lately.
I've been experiencing that feeling when something good, maybe even great, is right there and you can taste it. You can see how it will all work out and you may even lose control and let yourself get a little excited about the prospect. Then it ever so gracefully falls apart in front of you. So, you brush it off, remember all the good things and all the other opportunities and solutions there are, and you try again. And it feels so good and reassuring when another opportunity presents itself and you are flooded with hope anew! Then it falls apart and the opportunity show its true form as nothing of any value.
Repeat this 3 or 4 times over the course of a few weeks and it may end up being a tiny bit difficult to "keep your head up" because "it will all work out".
I am a talented, intelligent, good person that can offer SO much. My wife is even more talented and kind and has vastly more to offer than me. We are a good family that just keeps trying to do our best for ourselves and our kids. So why can we not catch a freakin' break, huh?
That is all.